Although it is a Sunday, woke up quite early. Used to it already I guess. 10.30am... Went to gym then. It was free admission today!!! Because of some sports campaign.
Came home, watched VCD. Felt a little hungry. Went down to eat with all my siblings. Afte a week, I am finally eating rice for lunch again. This was my only meal for the day, I realised later in the night. Seems like I have not been eating much lately.
Tried to upload some pictures to the computer. Success!!! Realised that the resolutions were too big. That is why I can store afew pictures only. Went to set it to the lowest and re-upload them.
Got ready to leave home at 5.30pm. Aunty Irene and family came to fetch Millie and I. The rest of my family took Daddy's van.
Went there, took alot of pictures. Sang a number of songs as well. Was rather nervous at 1st. But as time goes on, I sang many many songs on my own!!! So proud of myself. Went to get a birthday cake for Millie. Auntie Daisy told me she will pay for this Karaoke session. Oreo ice-cream cake from Swensens!!! Nice!!! While Wendy and I were waiting for the cake, darling actually called me. Suprise surprise!!! Gave me his international calling card number and password, and asked me to call him. Tried many times but the network seems to be busy. Decided to use Mummy's phone to call him straight. She will faint if she sees her phonebill for this month. Spent 13 minutes talking to him. As they were waiting for me to cut the cake, told dear I would call him back again later in the night. But by this time, the battery for my didgital camera was flat already. Could not take any photos. What a waste.
On my way home, I thought about Dear alot. What he told me. His whole family cannot bear to let him go Langkawi to work. Too far a place. Know what darling, I also cannot bear to. I told you that. But it made you feel worse. So I decided not to persuade you to stay any longer. Do not want to add burden to you. Just go there, talk to the General Manager and David, then come back and discuss with us 1st. Do not make any rush decisions. At least like this, it will drag abit more time. You going over there and coming to Singapore to work is a different thing. You have your sister here. But over there, you have no one at all. I teared sliently in the car. Hopefully both my auntie and uncle did not realise it.
After bathing, felt a little hungry. Asked a packet of Pokky. Called Dear as well. He was actually sleeping in the bus now. So poor thing... So lonely... If only I can be there with you. Accompany you through the journey. But dear, do not worry. My heart will always be with you. Told him I going out with Elaine tomorrow. It has been years since I last saw her!!! I mean months... Wonder when he going to bring me to Malaysia with him. I miss you darling...
Going to call him again tomorrow before I leave for work. Have a good rest darling...
Agenda for this week:
- Monday - meet Elaine after work at Bugis I suppose since she wants to go and pluck her eyebrows.
- Tuesday - meet Jieyin at Orchard at 5.30pm to buy Jiemin's present
- Wednesday - go gym after work then meet Darling if he comes back then
- Thursday - meet Darling if he neevr come back on Wednesday or if he come back late on Wednesday
- Friday - go gym before going to work
- Saturday - go Jiemin's birthday party
- Sunday - have prayers at my house. Maybe go gym in the morning? Maybe meet Fairuz? Maybe meet Darling???
What an occupied week I have ahead of me.
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
4:24 PM
